Thursday, April 28, 2011

Not Because We Can... But Because There is Nothing Else to do.

Do you ever feel so undeserving of something, that every time you experience it you weep? Something so great, so powerful, and you stand before it naked? Ashamed? Scared?

You can see all of your flaws laid out before you, each and every one, "significant" or not, and so can it. There is no hiding, there is no running. At times you wish that it would flee! You wish in your insanity that you could be rid of the burden of greatness before you, and move back to the lies that you existed in previously in comfort.

And then, when you are ever more in a state of undeserving, that thing, that entity... thanks you.

That entity enters into your current situation, and claims it as both of your current situations. That entity says that you are in this together. That entity smiles.

You realize that you are all that you are, good and bad, and there is nothing else you can be at that moment.

All that is left is to be perfect and blameless.

Let us do it.

1 comment:

  1. Sounds like a very amazing experience. Glad you're able to be part of it.

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